Do you ever? (Rantish Post)

Do you ever just feel like a real big f***-up?
Like you've made so many mistakes in a short period of time that there's no way you can deny that you've been stupid, idiotic, blind?
Well, that was my week.
Letting everything bother me was the start.  Things that I shouldn't care about. Things that I cared way too much about.  These things ruined my week to begin with.  Just layer after layer of ill feelings and sadness.
Then there's the pushing away of the wrong people.  Everyone has people that are there to help you, and make you feel better.  So in the week that I felt hopeless and depressed, I neglected to let them help me. My own shadowed emotions helped me push them away despite them being there to help me think things through.
Next, being stubborn.  I'm a taurus, we're stubborn.  But that's no excuse for how I acted.  Sometimes you (really I) need to disregard my stubborn resistance and listen to other people.  Because 8 out of 10 times, they're right.  They can open your eyes to the truths you've been blocking out (referring back to the aforementioned blindness).
So, upset emotions, emotional detachment, and stubborness all lead to the cherry on top of this stupidity sundae.  I blamed all the wrong people for how I was feeling.  When I tried to swirl back into my shell of antisociallity, they tried to pull me back out, give me a pep talk and some advice, and I shunned them away. Dumb. Didn't I tell you? Just....really dumb of me.
Oh, and let's not forget to mention my BRILLIANT f***ing idea of trying to walk to the kitchen while my foot was asleep.  Yep, twisted something, plates dropped to the floor (along with me), a loud crack and now I'm left with a painful foot icing and elevated the night before prom. Like I said, brilliant huh?
Well, now that I've filled a page with my stupid decisions of this week, I hope anyone who reads this thinks before letting their emotions affect how they treat the ones who are truly there to help you out.  They want you to take their hand when they present it in front of you, so don't be idiotic like me and lose that one offer of help. Also, if you have something important tomorrow, it'd be best if you didn't try to walk to the kitchen while your foot is asleep.